Confessions (part 1)

I always want to be dancing. When no one is home I jump and twirl around my house with such joy! Sometimes I am really good and sometimes I just do it to get all the frustration out!

I hate to cook, but if I am re-creating a dish I love it and get really prideful that I actually made something edible!

I want to grow my nails out so bad, but something stressful comes along and poof they are gone.

Sometimes I wish I could just pack up my car and drive somewhere. I wish I knew people in every state and I would just go and bum a night with them.

I am very scared of the dark and still see things and get scared when all the lights are off.

I am a very shy person, but I have been trying to overcome it my whole life and have just learned to step up when I need too.

Serving up fresh lemonade!

Such sad news

So tonight I sign into my mail and find out Heath Ledger died.  He was only 28 years old, his maid found him dead in his bed.  The police are thinking he overdosed on sleep medication, but don't know if he purposely overdosed or if it was an accident.  I am so sad, I love him as an actor, he was the lead role in "A knights tale" and "The Patriot".  So tonight we will mourn the death of beautiful Heath.  We will see him again in the summer of 2008 when "The dark knight" comes out, a sequel to "Batman begins", he stars as the joker.  Heath we love you and will miss you.

Kate Nash -Foundations

Foundation

So my world is being turned upside down and side ways right now. I have been trying to find some new music and this is what I came up with. If you wanna share any new artists you have found let me know and I will listen.

Here is Kate Nash. Enjoy!

Where do I go?

 Nights feel more normal, whatever normal is these days, but when the morning comes it all falls apart.  It slowly breaks and by noon it is shattered in the pit of my stomach.  If I sleep until the sun goes down I will be ok, crawl back to the cave and hide until it all goes away.