Confessions (part 1)

I always want to be dancing. When no one is home I jump and twirl around my house with such joy! Sometimes I am really good and sometimes I just do it to get all the frustration out!

I hate to cook, but if I am re-creating a dish I love it and get really prideful that I actually made something edible!

I want to grow my nails out so bad, but something stressful comes along and poof they are gone.

Sometimes I wish I could just pack up my car and drive somewhere. I wish I knew people in every state and I would just go and bum a night with them.

I am very scared of the dark and still see things and get scared when all the lights are off.

I am a very shy person, but I have been trying to overcome it my whole life and have just learned to step up when I need too.

Serving up fresh lemonade!

Such sad news

So tonight I sign into my mail and find out Heath Ledger died.  He was only 28 years old, his maid found him dead in his bed.  The police are thinking he overdosed on sleep medication, but don't know if he purposely overdosed or if it was an accident.  I am so sad, I love him as an actor, he was the lead role in "A knights tale" and "The Patriot".  So tonight we will mourn the death of beautiful Heath.  We will see him again in the summer of 2008 when "The dark knight" comes out, a sequel to "Batman begins", he stars as the joker.  Heath we love you and will miss you.

Kate Nash -Foundations

Foundation

So my world is being turned upside down and side ways right now. I have been trying to find some new music and this is what I came up with. If you wanna share any new artists you have found let me know and I will listen.

Here is Kate Nash. Enjoy!

Where do I go?

 Nights feel more normal, whatever normal is these days, but when the morning comes it all falls apart.  It slowly breaks and by noon it is shattered in the pit of my stomach.  If I sleep until the sun goes down I will be ok, crawl back to the cave and hide until it all goes away.

So this will be quick,

I am lusting bad for these boots. Uh, I wish they were a little less expensive and I could justify buying them. They are from Frye which is a wonderful boot company, they come in black and brown and are just so beautiful!

Back to the daily grind

So let me just catch everyone up on my very uneventful, yet good weekend! Well Friday night was a Holiday party a co-worker had for all the employees. Let me first start off by saying this co-worker has been nothing but mean to me since I started at the company over a year ago, but she did decide to ask me to plan this party out. Well being the push over I am I set up a pot luck dinner and did the job to the minimum! None the less, the party was fun! Well add a bunch of wine and beer at 5:30 and you can have fun any where! After the party my husband and some friends of ours went down town to our new hang out, because it is a free cover, The Lodge. I really am starting to like that place a lot, really makes you feel like you are in Colorado in the middle of winter, sitting on big comfy couches and downing shots! So yeah lets recap real quick, drinking at the Holiday party + drinking lots of shots = Lauren not remember where we went after the lodge. Anyways when I woke up the next day I could have sworn I got into some huge bar fight, I had bruises and scratches all over my body. Before I could talk to my husband I had made up this whole story in my head of how I got raging mad and just started throwing punches and knocked a bunch of people out and walked away with some bruises and scratches. I was the talk of the town! Come to find out we went to chillers after the lodge and drunk+3 flights of stairs+ 3 inch heels= falling down the stairs and getting really banged up!
Well so that was my exciting Friday night, I know you all are jealous!
So on Sat and Sunday I wanted to keep it low key. On Saturday I went and laid out at the pool. Yes people, I laid out at the in the middle of December and I was sweating.
Later that night I went to a fabulous bridal shower and then just kept it mellow for the rest of the night. Sunday I laid out again and this time I thought I got more sun, but I am still white, but at least not pasty white, just white! Then last night I watch Hostel II which was so disgusting and scary at the same time. Everyone should see it just to have the experience of an upset stomach just from a movie. I had my eyes closed for a lot of the movie, but I made it and with no night mares!
Til next time, Peace!