What to do?

So last night I couldn't think of anything to write about. I brought up the idea of my husband maybe writing on my blog for one day. This seemed very logical because in the past he has said he has wanted to write a blog and of course he is a way better writer than I am. I asked if he would honor me and be a guest writer on my blog! He was too tired and told me to write what Becka wrote about, I guess I was suppose to re post and didn't know it. And then I read Alexis' blog and she did it so now I really feel like I need to! So here is Lauren's MeMe

I Am...

a lover

strong

weird

hugable

dependant

funny

and sometimes depressed

I Want...

a goal for my life

to be content with what I have

to be truly happy

I Have...

a loving husband

the quirkiest dog alive

I Wish...

too much

I Fear...

death

life

not living to my fullest potential

cancer

I Search...

for better ways to express myself

a new wardrobe whenever possible

buried treasure!

I Wonder...

if my dad thinks about me

what if..

why people do the things they do

how I can do the things I want to do

what our country will be like when I have children

I Regret...

trying so hard then failing

I Love...

the smell of fresh laundry

when little kids laugh

knowing I am loved

I Ache...

for women in Africa

starving families

and tortured animals

I Always...

fall down, but can't always get back up

make people mad

feel judged

I Sometimes...

lie in bed and want to stay forever

wish I had special powers

I Dance...

to forget

to feel like a child again

to impress!

I Sing....

in the car to all the songs even if I don't know the words

too much for Nate

silly

I Never....

care enough

love enough

do enough

I Rarely...

tell people what I am really thinking because they would think I was crazy (just ask Nate)

I Cry...

into my pillow

under the sheets

in my car

I Am Not Always...

there

I Lose...

at everything, except Nert's for some reason

I'm Confused...

by our world and what we have done to it

I Need...

hugs

someone to tell me it will be alright

an exploring partner

I Should...

love myself more

love others more

live in the moment

I'm Thinking...

so now people know me

man this took a long time